the move lately

The more I get done on the move the more real it seems and yet...oh man I want this so badly that I worry that come next Thursday when I go to sign the lease something will not be as it should be. Right now all I want is my own bed back my four poster queen size bed. remember it? I do...I would have sworn I put pictures of it on here but I can not find them oh well when I get it all set up on the 23rd I will take pictures again and get them on here. Other than the move my mind is a blank canvas it is so occupied with all I have to do in a very short time and not only is it short in days but it literal time I mean I have a week but I only have two days off and one of those has a doctors appointment on it along with the signing of the lease. So that only leaves one day off somewhat free for me to go to the storage unit and do some assessing as to where the things are that need getting and how to get them in the easiest possible way. PLUS the need to get to rid of several items in the storage unit and to go through others to see if they stay or go. UGH!!!! all I can say is I hope someone rescues me for a bit on Monday to help me maintain my sanity or I will be there from 7 or 8 am till 7 or 8 pm and will go bonkers! I just keep telling myself in 9 days it will be done I will have my bed and my chair and will have my computer up and running I just need to get through the next 8 or so days.
Weird weight loss connection here...amongst the things that i couldn't/wouldn't have done before is almost everything involved in this move. i have been asking for the help I need wouldn't have done that before at least not a week or two in advance, I wouldn't have thought I was worthy of help I know I was totally messed up. Now when i ask for help it is knowing what kind of help and how much help I need before it was more like HELP what do I do what do I need? I know how is this connected to losing the weight? Somehow I know that I have a brain ( I had one before but figured no one thought I did ) to use and plan an d figure and a mouth to let people know what is needed what i can and can't do. I mean the poor fellas helping me out are gonna be helping out very early on a Saturday because I have to be to work for 11 and that is what it is. Waiting till Monday or another day to make it more convenient for them isn't an option this is what I need. I ask for what I need and desire now, never would have before the weight loss. Strange I know but true.