Hodge Podge

Things are going pretty well with my training for the half marathon though I am beginning to think I was absolutely insane for even thinking about doing it at all...then in the next moment I am planning and scheming to do the next one and then I KNOW...I am insane!
I see the surgeon on Friday. We shall see what his scale says, though mine and his are pretty close so I am fairly confidant in the weight mine shows. :)
I was meaning to get my measurements this week at work but it just did not happen. Pinkie is in the process of planning her wedding so that kind of takes up all of our minds and time! I am very excited for her and twinkletoes. And I am even excited for me because, so far, I am not in a green bridesmaids dress, which, while I like green, has been the only color of bridesmaids dress I have ever been in. It will be nice to be in some other color this time. :) OK grammer/speeling question here... should those be bridesmaid or bridesmaids dress? or maybe bridemaids? someone tell me and I will correct it!
Things for me are going a bit wild a the present time and not just because of the wedding planning going on. Most of the "wildness" comes from my emotions and mind than from any outside source but there are the outside sources as well.
In my counseling I trying to learn to accept and feel my emotions which makes things difficult because all I want to do at times is stuff them down in the box and run away as fast as I can. But then there are the times when I let myself feel and then have no idea what to do with those feelings so I go just a tad whack-o at times. What a roller-coaster ride it is! I hate roller-coaster rides! I guess it is a sign of improvement that I am even admitting I have emotions at all.
Also in the mix of wild is just all the activities I am involved in. In cub scouts we had our Raingutter Regatta last week. The boys had a blast! and thefloor in our gym will never be the same! LOL! Actually the floor is fine! I was surprised that we did do it indoors but it all worked out. Then there is the single adult dances and firesides and pot lucks and...on and on. PLUS we have started planning next summer's conference already. Then you have my friend activities with three of us having birthdays in October you can bet there were a ton of those going on too.
Plus you add in my Mom wanting me to come to New Mexico for thanksgiving and trying to figure out if that is possible. It's not but I am going tosee my brother in Louisiana instead.
Then there was the visit of a friend from high school who I had not seen since graduation. That was a lot of fun. Catching up in person with her, meeting her husband, and hanging out with her for an afternoon and evening.
Busy busy busy! But fun and full! I do need to learn to schedule more me time though and not just workout/training time.
Will post again tomorrow or Saturday with what the doctor says.